I lost my magic

I lost my magic as I got old
I lost my charmed as I got old
I couldn't bewitch anyone anymore
I lost it
And I am failing each time I try to charm someone
I don't know how to make someone to fall in love to me
I don't know how two people can feel the same
Maybe I talk too much and it annoys people.
Maybe I talk ridiculously and it shuts people's heart
I hate myself when a guy that I like said be yourself
You don't choose me even I am myself
I just hate it
I hate when the guy that I like likes my bestfriend.
But I never hate her.
I would never.
I just lost my magic
And I feel so lost.
I walk and I feel heavy
I really wanna shout
Is anybody out there who could love me?
I keep getting no answer.
My age is getting older
And I am getting withered