I might become so much matured as I become 30.
I am slow and I got my speed a little by little and it is in slow tune.
When I got my speed and it fits normal people I feel happy. That is because some people got it after a week but I got it after 10 years.
So every progress that I want I might get it after 10years.
Maybe I am able to speak like a normal person as I become 30.
I will become better. I need to be patience with myself. I will be happy.
For a meantime, I must busy myself with going to new places and doing new stuffs.
And keep fixing myself. Stop saying bad about others and shoulda focus on me more. Saying bad about others kinda distracting me from fixing myself.
