It WAS my own fault

I have a question
Why one doesn't stick with me
When one does stick
The one stick on the wall
Like a poster on the wall
But then it begins to wear off
and it's going to fall

I thought it was fated that way
Naturally
Because the "poster" is getting old
and the "adhesive".. is no longer any stronger

But..
It was my fault
I messed up
I should calm myself
And keep calm
Do not get too excited
Keep calm
Hypnotize yourself ,dear
Keep calm
keep calm
People loves you when you are calm
Laugh with calmness
Smile with calmness
Talk in calmness
walk and sit in calmness

Learn towards progression
Progression towards new worlds and new day

I miss silent way
Because silent is gold
Time is also gold
Let me use it wisely
Because I am getting old
I would getting married
I don't know when will I get married and to whom
But before I do
I have to make myself do more of me and new me