I don't want to compare my life to others anymore.It’s exhausting. I just want my own space to grow. Some people think I'm trying to compete when I share my experiences, but I'm just looking for common ground. We all have our struggles, and I want them to understand that improving ourselves isn't easy.
Anyway, I’ll do my best to keep quiet and focus on my own path. If you don't appreciate my presence, then I might as well not exist. It often feels like they’re trying to make me feel unwelcome. I have ADHD and autism, so socializing isn't my strong suit. I can make new friends, but keeping them is tough. People with ADHD tend to talk a lot, and it can get messy.
I wish everyone would find peace with me around. I’ll step back if that’s what it takes. No worries! I have Allah, my husband, and my kids. I love them deeply, and I know they love me too.
So just forget about me. I'm not what you say I am. Yes, your words made me feel bad about myself, but I have my family. I need to work hard to provide for them, buy what they need, and create joyful moments together.
